“2007”
stricken with the pains of love
catapulted
into a crisis of faith
...and identity
I knew not who I was
or that what I believed
was real
then I met Greg
who literarily saved my life
shortly thereafter
shortly thereafter:
my beloved feline friend
of 16 years, died
as did my job of 9
and a relationship with the only father figure I knew
until then
and then...
a move to a new state
loss of a car I owned
& loved
my brother committed suicide
WHY?
loss of relationship with sister
...
New life begins.
as they say
when one door closes
another always opens
love lost/love found
beloved pet lost/beloved pet found
adored job lost/new job found
hated city of abode lost/new city, always wanted
found
relationship with father figure lost/
new relationship with real father found
relationship with sister lost/
rekindling of long lost best-friendship found
I found myself standing before a chasm
at the end of a rough year
wondering...
do I jump in & disappear
or do I jump across
succeeding in defeating
my circumstances
well, here I am
at the start of a new year
so I guess I chose to jump across
~*~
01/2008
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“I found myself standing before a chasm
at the end of a rough year
wondering...
do I jump in & disappear
or do I jump across
succeeding in defeating
my circumstances”
Brenda Barnhart



